Hard Times

Well its Christmas again... doesn't feel like it tho. things kinda pretty much suck at the Kelly casa. Dad left to go get ash because jase is deploying to Iraq on Sunday night. Im glad to have my sister home but i wish she was coming with her hubby. Christmas is going to be tight cuz of the economy so we are just trying to endure. We cant seem to get along lately and im not sure why... things just arent exactly the way we want them to be and it doesnt look like they are going to get better anytime soon. I just wish i had someones shoulder to cry on right now. i miss my life. i hate this medioker replacement for my everyday life. Hard Times... we all go through them but it sucks to have to go through them alone. Happy Holidays. the high light of my life will be walking on my oregon coast... until then cheers to making it through the day.

Thankful for: ... Love... thats all i have right now.