It just happens to be Thursday December 18th. 1 day before my dance. 2 days before the first day of snow boarding season. 7 days before christmas. 8 days til we leave for Oregon. and 8 and 1/2 days til i see the place i love so much!
I Cant wait for things to happen next week! I know that as soon as I see that coast line and walk on my beach everything will be perfect. I have had a pretty good year and as always that will be the cherry on top of my year. :) also one very exciting thing about this year is i will have my AMAZING new camera so i can take some beautiful pictures of the coast and my family. The funny thing is that we are trying to fit in so much stuff in such a short ammount of time that we dont really all get to get ready everyday so we dont look AMAZING so our pictures come out... interesting every year. haha. my new theory is to wear hats whenever my hair looks bad so i think i will buy a bunch of cute cheapy hats from wal mart and wear a different one every day. :)
i have lots of plans for Oregon this year. Like get some amazing pictures of the coast, Nick & Jen, Sara, Ash, Daddy & Mom, wealk the beach at least 100 times. Watch an Oregon sunset. Buy some cute clothes. Fill the emptyness i feel at the moment.
I Have an Empty feeling and have for a couple weeks now. it doesnt feel like heartache or anything like that it feels like someone ripped out a part of me that i need. I felt like this two years ago around this time too and when i got to oregon it made everything go back to normal and i felt better. I have always thought that Pocatello isnt really my home its more like this is my current place of residence, but for one week of the year i get to go home and feel whole again. Yea i know it sounds SUPER cheesy but its the truth i have felt that way for a long time. the coast is just where i can run away to and feel like nothing else exsists. its amazing cuz i get to refresh and renew and then come back to a new year in Pocatello.
& honestly i think a lot of the time when i feel sick like just randomly sick im really home sick for my home.
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